Breaking up is never easy. For whatever reason it is, both people get hurt. Being the one doing it is always awkward. First you’re not sure what to say, then you start feeling guilty, but then when you finally do say it, it comes out all easy and not always smooth….and you want to make sure the other person understands you even if you’re stuttering and freaking out. In the end, it’s finally over, you guys hug or walk in opposite directions and sometimes you feel horrible and sometimes you feel relieved. Either way….you feel like something might be missing now and it can be good or bad.
I broke up with someone today. It was awkward trying to get my feelings out and my own words out. It was even kinda wierd because his friends thought we were still together. But then it was over….and it wasn’t helping that he was smirking while i babbled in long sentences, like he knew i didn’t do this often and he was happy that i was hurting more than him.
But anyways. It’s all over now. You guys probably know how it feels to be single again. Honestly i kinda like it. I don’t have to worry so much or watch what i say. I can hug and talk and cuddle with anyone i like. Hopefully everything plays out like it’s supposed to.
Have a lovely weekend.
Love, MayMay
